I’m walking a fine line between
Doing what’s expected of me
Because I have no faith in the task
That is thrust upon me.
It is tearing me apart
As I’ve always done what’s asked
Yet every bone in my body tells me
To stop the insanity.
I fear the consequences of speaking up
Could cause great pain
And yet if I don’t I will have failed.
This burden weighs heavy on me
As I sit and watch another train wreck
About to happen.
I don’t know God’s plan in all this
But I hope it is revealed soon before
I become undone by it all.